(My totally inappropriate comment for the day: it sucks when your grandparent really *does* die at a busy time in your life, because there have been all those fuckheads who makes that up, so the teachers don't believe you. (This happened to me during finals week once.))
So sorry about your loss. And I know you're going through a lot with school, too. Don't berate yourself for thinking about money, or not feeling certain stuff. It's all a process. Your mom probably doesn't want you there now because it would just be one more thing for her to worry about. May you find some peace during this time...
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Date: 2003-11-19 12:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-19 12:21 pm (UTC)My condolences.
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Date: 2003-11-19 12:47 pm (UTC)If you want someone to talk to about it, you know where to find me.
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Date: 2003-11-19 12:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-19 01:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-19 01:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-19 01:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-19 01:52 pm (UTC)(My totally inappropriate comment for the day: it sucks when your grandparent really *does* die at a busy time in your life, because there have been all those fuckheads who makes that up, so the teachers don't believe you. (This happened to me during finals week once.))
Hang in there. It'll all work out.
xo
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Date: 2003-11-19 02:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-19 09:16 pm (UTC)