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Mar. 11th, 2004 12:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grammargirlI was wrong.
It wasn't 7 hours of revisions, it was closer to 11. I just keep sitting here, staring at the screen in a daze, and my brain won't work and the words that were there last night are gone and this is just one fucking thing too many this semester. I jsut want to give up, but my stpid pride won't let me and the tears are coming again in the middle of the biggest computing site on campus and I don't care. How could I have been so fucking stupid? No hard copies. I didn't even e-mail the stupid thing to myself! What the fuck? If the computer had crashed on me or something that would be one thing, but this was completely my own fault. I feel like throwing up.
I really don't think I can fix this in time.
It wasn't 7 hours of revisions, it was closer to 11. I just keep sitting here, staring at the screen in a daze, and my brain won't work and the words that were there last night are gone and this is just one fucking thing too many this semester. I jsut want to give up, but my stpid pride won't let me and the tears are coming again in the middle of the biggest computing site on campus and I don't care. How could I have been so fucking stupid? No hard copies. I didn't even e-mail the stupid thing to myself! What the fuck? If the computer had crashed on me or something that would be one thing, but this was completely my own fault. I feel like throwing up.
I really don't think I can fix this in time.
