Back from nowhere in particular

[grammargirl]

So I guess I took kind of an unannounced, unintentional LJ hiatus. I don't really know why... I guess I've just been feeling really blah lately, like I've been treading water, and I couldn't stand the idea of posting a bevy of posts about how I don't know what I'm going to do with the rest of my life, how I feel like I'm wasting my education, how I'm sick of waking up alone every single goddamn day, blah blah blah.

Aubrey and I have mostly decided that we're staying together in this apartment next year. This is good because it takes some of the pressure off, and will give me time to kind of get my shit together and save up some money before jumping out into the "real world," whatever that is. All the same, on days like today it just feels like cowardice. This is the time in my life where I'm free to go anywhere, do anything... and here I am staying in the same place, trying to finagle my way into working full time at the library where I've worked for the past two years. Getting into a rut and I'm not even twenty two.

Anyway, that's why I haven't updated LJ for the past week and a half. Just... nothing much to say, is there?

Comments

[naiveinsight.livejournal.com]

I liked the analogy of treading water. Remember that you have to do what's right for you and staying in the same apartment doesn't stop you from doing cool things and taking trips. It was good to see you the other day. Bah. I need to stop putzing around the internet and write some papers.

[eljewell.livejournal.com]

Glad to see you back. I'd been wondering. :)