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Ever have one of those moments when you realize that everything you thought you knew about yourself is wrong?

I had one of those today. Not that it was, technically speaking, a moment, more like a two-hour long conversation. But the effect was much the same.

I feel like I just got the rug ripped out from under my feet, only there's nothing under the rug to land on.

I realize this is all very cryptic, but I'm sort of at a loss right now. I feel like I'll wake up tomorrow morning to find everyone speaking a different language, or something.

Anyway, I need time to think about this before you'll get anything more coherent out of me. Maybe everything will make more sense in the morning.

Time for bed.