Tonight was one of those nights.
One of those nights where I try to be social and fail miserably, where I want, for the sake of my roommate, to be having a good time, but instead find myself inexplicably on the verge of tears. This time, instead of sitting on the uncomfortable porch railing pretending to be happy, I just got the hell out of there as gracefully and quickly as possible... to find myself here, home alone at 12:09 on a Friday night. Not much better, really, but at least I don't have a happy drunken Aubrey getting all concerned because I'm clearly not having a good time.
Also, I just realized that I lost my brand new purple umbrella. This was literally the first day I'd used it since it arrived from ebay. I called both places where I could have left it, but no one's turned it in. It was pretty enough that someone probably just picked it up and walked off with it.
Grmph. I think I'm just going to watch some mindless TV and go to bed early. If I stay up much later, the self pity is just going to spiral completely out of control.
One of those nights where I try to be social and fail miserably, where I want, for the sake of my roommate, to be having a good time, but instead find myself inexplicably on the verge of tears. This time, instead of sitting on the uncomfortable porch railing pretending to be happy, I just got the hell out of there as gracefully and quickly as possible... to find myself here, home alone at 12:09 on a Friday night. Not much better, really, but at least I don't have a happy drunken Aubrey getting all concerned because I'm clearly not having a good time.
Also, I just realized that I lost my brand new purple umbrella. This was literally the first day I'd used it since it arrived from ebay. I called both places where I could have left it, but no one's turned it in. It was pretty enough that someone probably just picked it up and walked off with it.
Grmph. I think I'm just going to watch some mindless TV and go to bed early. If I stay up much later, the self pity is just going to spiral completely out of control.