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grammargirlTonight was one of those nights.
One of those nights where I try to be social and fail miserably, where I want, for the sake of my roommate, to be having a good time, but instead find myself inexplicably on the verge of tears. This time, instead of sitting on the uncomfortable porch railing pretending to be happy, I just got the hell out of there as gracefully and quickly as possible... to find myself here, home alone at 12:09 on a Friday night. Not much better, really, but at least I don't have a happy drunken Aubrey getting all concerned because I'm clearly not having a good time.
Also, I just realized that I lost my brand new purple umbrella. This was literally the first day I'd used it since it arrived from ebay. I called both places where I could have left it, but no one's turned it in. It was pretty enough that someone probably just picked it up and walked off with it.
Grmph. I think I'm just going to watch some mindless TV and go to bed early. If I stay up much later, the self pity is just going to spiral completely out of control.
One of those nights where I try to be social and fail miserably, where I want, for the sake of my roommate, to be having a good time, but instead find myself inexplicably on the verge of tears. This time, instead of sitting on the uncomfortable porch railing pretending to be happy, I just got the hell out of there as gracefully and quickly as possible... to find myself here, home alone at 12:09 on a Friday night. Not much better, really, but at least I don't have a happy drunken Aubrey getting all concerned because I'm clearly not having a good time.
Also, I just realized that I lost my brand new purple umbrella. This was literally the first day I'd used it since it arrived from ebay. I called both places where I could have left it, but no one's turned it in. It was pretty enough that someone probably just picked it up and walked off with it.
Grmph. I think I'm just going to watch some mindless TV and go to bed early. If I stay up much later, the self pity is just going to spiral completely out of control.
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Date: 2004-03-26 09:51 pm (UTC)I have those nights all the time.
... believe it or not, that comparison is suppose to make us happy. =)
The point is basically that I can relate to where you're coming from. This is why I never go to Friday Dinners w/ people from my dorm. Even though I lived w/ them for a year, I never related to them. Dinner wouldn't be a pleasent experience for me b/c we have nothing in common.
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Date: 2004-03-26 11:04 pm (UTC)actually--- it's really nice to know that somebody else is sitting at home alone.
yesterday i went out and i bumped steve and becca from 318c. it's really nice to chit-chat with people from the past! hint nudge wink