Almost perfect
Mar. 24th, 2004 02:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grammargirlWhat a good day.
Nothing spectacular happened--the weather was beautiful, Aubrey and I took a walk in the sunshine and ate gelato and bought hott-with-two-ts clothes for spring and summer, and everything we got was either on sale or thrift store chic, so we didn't even spend that much money. When we got home, we had a fashion show with our new clothes and ate junk food and watched Finding Nemo.
It's just so nice, for once, to not be cranky or restless or tired or bored. Tomorrow I have a paper to write and reading to catch up on, responsibilities that can't be ignored forever. But today, for the first time in a long time, I was just... relaxed, happy, really me instead of a ball of stress and anxiety and neuroses masquerading as a person. It was wonderful. And now, instead of sitting in front of the computer trying to force communication that just isn't there tonight, I'll acknowledge that everyone can't have good days at the same time, and I'll clean up my room a little and do some reading, and enjoy this feeling as long as I can.
God, I love springtime.
Nothing spectacular happened--the weather was beautiful, Aubrey and I took a walk in the sunshine and ate gelato and bought hott-with-two-ts clothes for spring and summer, and everything we got was either on sale or thrift store chic, so we didn't even spend that much money. When we got home, we had a fashion show with our new clothes and ate junk food and watched Finding Nemo.
It's just so nice, for once, to not be cranky or restless or tired or bored. Tomorrow I have a paper to write and reading to catch up on, responsibilities that can't be ignored forever. But today, for the first time in a long time, I was just... relaxed, happy, really me instead of a ball of stress and anxiety and neuroses masquerading as a person. It was wonderful. And now, instead of sitting in front of the computer trying to force communication that just isn't there tonight, I'll acknowledge that everyone can't have good days at the same time, and I'll clean up my room a little and do some reading, and enjoy this feeling as long as I can.
God, I love springtime.
